A few days
ahead of going back home, I start wondering what were the little interesting
and/or mundane positive experiences of the past six weeks. The way I
experienced it, our expedition started off quite slowly, felt really speedy in
the middle and slowed down again for the last two weeks/ten days.
Here is the
(completely random) list of positive experiences that were part of everyday
life in Andava:
Sleeping
under the stars: as a result of the warm nights during which I struggled to
sleep, I decided to install my matrasse outside. For three weeks or so, I was
outside on the veranda, under a mosquito net, enjoying the sound of the waves,
the wind and the amazing, star-lit sky. (And, during the full moon, I was even
a bit disappointed to have so much light in my eyes...). I loved sleeping
outside, feeling connected to the forces of nature, and, to be honest, having
some moments of privacy (previously I was sharing a hut with two other people).
Initially, we used to close the door of the hut for the night just to feel safe
and I was quite concerned by the heavy wind, and it took me a good few days to
get used to the waves. When I was dozing off for example I was convinced my bed
would slide in the water, the beach felt so close. So, in retrospect, moving
outside, being only protected by a mosquito net and not minding the sand blown
on me overnight was a sign of deep relaxation.
Star-gazing:
on many many nights, we collectively stared at the sky or counted shooting
stars. This sometimes included listening to the guitar and singing of one of
our talented medics, sometimes just relaxed/silly/serious discussions about
life. There is no electricity in the village (except of course in the always
functioning disco bar), and no electricity at Coco Beach after 9 pm, so the
stars are incredibly bright and visible (apart from the time of full moon).
The change
of weather: upon our arrival the weather was a bit gloomy (last few days of
the rainy season) but then it turned REALLY hot, to the extent that several of
us struggled sleeping during the night. By the end of the six weeks, the daily
highest temperatures remained quite high (around 30+ degrees Celsius), but the
nights became much cooler and the sea temperature has also decreased. (The
latter was a relief to our field scientists, as the initial 29 degrees meant a
risk of coral bleeching).
Initially we
were also worried (well, at least I was) about some storms, as it was the end
of the “cyclone season”, but luckily, we didn’t experience anything dramatic
only some windy nights and some distant lightenings.
Knowing my
way around, seeing the familiar faces every day: I loved the fact that by
the end, I could more or less make sense of the small alleys in the village, go
from one point to another without getting lost. After a while I started
recognising people – a few kids from Saturday school, another few from the
French-English club, a few adults who came to give us feedback on the T-shirts.
Even such a short period as 6 weeks can lead to feeling somewhat part of a
community and I enjoyed that a lot. The increasing familiarity and feeling of
comfort also meant that I was buying pastry on the streets of the village. This
might sound nothing special, but for me, who was cautious to the extent of
suspicion at the beginning, it was a big step and really contributed to feeling
integrated.
Going for a
swim in the afternoon: the first two weeks were full of presentations which
meant that I spent my afternoons at Coco Beach and not at the Education
center/office. During this time I often ended up going for a swim before or
after the afternoon lecture. The sea was so warm that even I didn’t hesitate to
walk in and the waves and the colours changed every single day. I remember two
occasions particularly well: one when we spontaneously swam to a nearby boat
and visited it (it was a big one, a kind that is not usually seen in Andava);
the other when we were sitting on the beach, letting ourselves be thrown by the
waves, watching the sunset, until we had sand even in our ears.
Seeing a
herd of goats wander around Coco Beach: this is typically one of the things
one notices upon arrival, accepts it as a given and never thinks about it again.
But Im happy to take a step back and realise that the goats around our huts and
around the Holy Mary’s statue on the nearby cliff have been extremely cute,
have contributed to the special atmosphere and have allowed us to make endless
jokes. They are such a peaceful and heartwarming sight and it was really
amusing every single time to see a group of little boys running after them,
trying to get them home.
Almost being
forced to be in the present moment: I haven’t discussed this with the
others, but for me one of the most striking aspects of life in Andava was being
in the here and now. Somehow my entire existence was focused on what was going
on at a given moment. I didn’t really have the chance (or the need) to reflect
too much on the past or think too much about the future, I was, for most of the
time focused on what was happenning at the given moment. I have not really
experienced this kind of “mental break” before and it certainly reminded me of
the importance of being in the present moment. This was on one hand an
incredibly positive and relaxing experience, on the other hand, something that
made me even more disconnected from those back home. (I am in the middle of
organising a big family event, so from that perspective, it wasn’t ideal to
feel so little concerned by anything beyond my daily schedule...).
Getting to
know one another: seven weeks is
enough to get to know other people if you spend 24/7 with them. After a while
we became aware of each others moods, and we were able to read the little,
unspoken signs of how each person was doing. It was a nice process, and I felt
from the very first week that we are a responsible group, paying a lot of
attention to each other. Apart from being so relaxed by the end that we could
laugh at the smallest, silly things while looking at the stars, I was also
absolutely amazed by the transformation I’ve seen in one of my roommates. She
arrived never having snorkelled or been in a proper “outdoor” environment
before, and she is leaving as a rescue diver and thinking about coming back. She’s
truly pushed herself way out of her comfort zone and despite the occasional
difficult moments she never gave up for which I have enormous respect.
My other
roommate was only 19, so initially it was her age and courage to come to
Madagascar that impressed me, but as I got to know her I was stunned by how
much she knew about the world, the opinions she formulated, and even the way
she expressed herself. Ladies, if you ever read this: it has been a real
pleasure getting to know you!!!
Rejocing over certain food: again, a small detail that could easily get
lost among the stories about baobabs and pirogues, but an important pleasure on
site. I’ve mentioned before that the food was good, but I have to admit that it
does feel repetitive after a couple of weeks. So, whenever we had something out
of the “norm”, like donuts or boko-boko for breakfast, it felt like a super
special treat!